Do it while you can (or, why is there any quantum to fluctuate?)

Something has to change. There are some small relational things that shrink my world to fit them. My perception is distorted and suddenly these minor things become the most urgent and important things in my world. Considering that this often involves colleagues/acquaintances, let’s just say that these relationships are certainly not the be and endContinue reading “Do it while you can (or, why is there any quantum to fluctuate?)”

Liberation? (Let the woman lead the way)

There is a part from the past that is still looking for mirroring, attunement, appreciation that was lacking. Am I not getting enough of that from my current relationships? Yes, but that is beside the point. The wounded part won’t be satisfied by that, CANNOT be. It awakens to repeat what it has known before,Continue reading “Liberation? (Let the woman lead the way)”

Darke Matter, by Rick Gekoski

“When you understand that all things are the same, you are on the road to wisdom, and nothing is more fruitless and sour than that.” “‘We suffer from loss, and are facing it. And we have, in our inchoate way, a yearning to understand what cannot be understood, to accept what is unacceptable, and toContinue reading “Darke Matter, by Rick Gekoski”

I’m an artist with a day job – what have I been waiting for?

For some time now I’ve wanted to call myself an artist. I guess many artists struggle with the ‘when can I legitimately call myself this’ question. Typically I’ve been waiting some some external sign of success and, let’s be honest, that could be a lifelong wait or never happen at all. So, I needed toContinue reading “I’m an artist with a day job – what have I been waiting for?”